bye bye genomics.
hello medical microbiology.
why do i have the feeling that i'm going to fail?
i just dont have mood for school right now.
maybe later.

i'm having a tummy ache.
and i dont feel like working today.

somehow i feel like something's missing.
like some part of myself is gone.
i dont know how i'm supposed to say this.
but it is.
things i used to hold dear.
are now gone.
friends that i'd do anything for.
gone as well.
there's no time to do all these.
school, projects, work.
i dont have time for myself even.
how to have time for family?
friends?
him?
its like i'm inching deeper and deeper into breaking point.

okay. fuck this.